So many thoughts swimming in my head. One moment I may be thinking about this and the next my mind has switched to thinking about another. The little cerebral is all messed up right now, with too many jumbled up thoughts, too many worries, too many unknowns (about the future) and too many negativity. This little cpu is on overdrive and overclocking right now ... probably explains why it isn't thinking straight ...
How I wish I can just take the brain out, sweep off all these unnecessary "banter" going on inside, do some serious house-keeping and remove all these unwanted, uninvited "visitors".
I'm lost, confused, uncertain about some stuff, and yet I'm at the same time excited (though also apprehensive) about some other new changes in my life.
aw well, such is life ... i just need to have more control over my head. There are some tots and emotions i just CANNOT afford to entertain
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