B&W

Feeling extremely lousy .... everything seems not to be working well and everything just seem to hit me at this very moment. Feeling so frustrated, so bleak and the whole world seems to be grey (or black & white), monochrome, not color.

First a door opened for me which I gamely wanted to enter only to have it slam into my face when I was right at the doorstep.

At the workfront, I was just thrown into the choppy waters without knowing how to swim and the people in the boat nearby just decided to row away leaving me to sink and still dare to tell me to make sure I swim over to save a dog and if I discover any issues, to report to them immediately. Without knowing how to swim, with those a** foresaking me, with the dog sinking and the waters getting more choppy and the sky threatening to open up and release its wrath, I just feel so abandoned and yet having to save the day.

All this just leads me to think about my life, my career (or the lack thereof), and what a bummer i am ..

Its times like this when I feel most alone, and most vulnerable and when I truly miss having the comfort of ....

I need to scream ...

WTF